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We are a prayerful house

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I woke at 5am today, I am trying not to fight that but listen in my body or for You.

I rise and go out to the garden and read Seven Sacred Pauses by the light of my phone.
I will keep vigil with You.  Quiet and still. Peaceful… and still a blue-beat of JOY from the soccer pitch…

I come back in passing Hawo – she has washed in purifying preparation for her own morning prayers on the mat in the lounge facing Mecca. It occurs to me that, perhaps by the time Hawo has prayed, Maria and her son will rise to say their morning Catholic prayers together before the icons on her dressing table… Bron working, a vigil of her own through the night, healing and helping.

We are a prayerful house. Not together, but prayerful seeking to talk with You and to listen.

Let us listen, and speak and keep watch, all the hours of the day.

Amen

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It is quite a grey day so I write in yellow.  I am contrary like that and also I want to honour the the field of dandelions I am sitting in.  Nesting season is over and they have cut back the reeds so that we can see the water again – the stillness, shadows and reflections.  I lie here and just be while the birds talk amongst themselves. Not in an exclusive way, just going about their day, as I am mine, near each other.

It has been a morning of following instincts… touch, walk, taste, stretch, lie and listen.

What joy is this?

More than I deserve I am sure but my heart is glad.

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Maria and I share lunch at French Baguette – $5 rolls with salty pork, fresh herbs and chilli with dressing, you have to love the Footscray cheap eats.  We talk about what is and what may be… she is gifted with dreams and visions.  We might accept things need not be easy but we pray they might be not quite so hard… have to start somewhere but God we commit this process and the 3-monthly visa application renewal to You.  Let there be security where there may be security and provision for our need – our dependence is in You, yes, and our trust and hope also.

Home to do some job applications with Mohammed.  Yes, they came here for a new start.  The reward for completing their English bridging programme is a New Start Allowance that requires 20 job applications a month.  Today, in two hours, we did four.  Mutually exhausting our capacity to explain and to understand. God, we commit this process also to Your keeping.  It would be so much easier for him to have a day pushing trolleys or stacking shelves than maintaining a commitment to 20 applications in a month.  May he find something soon Insha’Allah… as You will.

Three loads of laundry in from the line, then I head out with a ladder to pick the remaining apricots. They’re overripe but I hate to see them go entirely to the birds – especially when they are such a treat!  I have par-boiled some for stewing – pie, crumble, with muesli… and made a big batch of jam resulting in 24 jars lined up on the counter.  My impromptu jam-making catches the kitchen unawares and I realise I do not have the kilos of sugar required myself to commit to seeing the project through.  Everyone raids their cupboards in our share house and we hit our 2 kilo target finishing off 8 packets of white, castor, soft brown, raw, demerara and even then emptying the sugar bowl.

We are all in this together. Everyone has something to give.

God, I am grateful for the abundance today and every day – that meets our need.  This [January] is when we store up for times of hospitality and sharing to come.

Store us up. Store us up.

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If cleanliness is next to godliness then I am a sinner indeed.

There is is difference between cleaning out of a sense of duty and as an act of love.  When its an act of love it’s a lot less unpleasant for one thing, you approach it differently because it’s an opportunity not a chore.  How can I show you that I love you well today?  How often do people ask themselves that question?

I was thinking today that if my body is not sacred or profane then I make it an object… a gun is not sacred or profane in and of itself but how it is used.  If you asked me to think of a sacred object I think I would struggle.  It seems a word belonging to past times when a church or an icon of some kind might be called sacred.  What is “sacred”?  Something employed only for the glory of God?  What is “only”?  What is the glory of God?  Credo was sacred – not clean, tidy or holy necessarily but sacred.  Are the churches that hire out as function spaces more profane?  As long as >50% is for the glory are we doing ok? Cleaning the bathrooms can be a sacred act if it is done as an act of service and expression of love.  Nothing I eat or drink can profane my body… there is a new law.  What else can I do, or not do, that might make my body more sacred? Or profane?  I pray but I don’t think that makes me sacred.  I might light a candle – the candle itself is not sacred but my intent in lighting it… if I follow that logic then You are sacred, and also those spaces we might encounter You.  I do not encounter You often in church these days and that make my heart glad because it makes the trees, the birds, the sky, the water, the blank A4 page sacred if that is the intent I bring to it.

Water on the counter and the floor, then we walk across the floor, so over the day a trail of muddy footsteps back and forth develops. Have you made my bathroom dirty? Am I unclean amidst your preparations for prayer?

What is sacred? What is profane?

Is there not love in the hands that change the nappy and soothe tears?  In the hands that shower a disabled father and wash the incontinent sheets? Is there not love in the hands wielding cleaning cloths and assembling shelves?  So humbling such a love as this and I expect good work if it can be seen for what it is.

Where my thoughts are on God, I encounter God.

 

 

 

 

 

taking a macro break

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You are
expected and yet
unexpected
the Deliverer of
spontaneous delight
and sacred ordinary things
Yours is the light
that wreathes my life
in flowers and
shows me how
to See

Talitha Fraser

offwego[A short paper presented to the Spiritual Reading Group 21 July 2015 on Michael Leunig]

So… Leunig… one of the questions he is most often asked and is always baffled by, is what does a particular cartoon mean? “People will say, ‘I don’t know what it means but I like it.’ Leunig replies… “I don’t know either but I like it too. I’m not trying to say anything but I hope it awakens something in you.”

Michael Leunig was raised listening to Oscar Wilde stories on the radio. He read Enid Blyton, Biggles and Childrens Encyclopaedias… he went to Sunday  school and always said he found it, “not full of God but full of stories.” It was lyrical and what was lyrical made him happy – Leunig heard Psalms and asked of himself “What can I do like that?”

Though born in East Melbourne in 1945, Leunig grew up in Footscray going to Footscray North Primary School and Maribyrnong High School. Many of Leunigs friends, and many of his teachers when he grew up in the 1950s were war refugees or were the children of people from Germany, Russia, Poland. It was a very industrial area –ammunitions factory with machine guns firing, meat works, cannery… it smelt awful and drained into the river… for Leunig this wasn’t bleak but held lots of peace and space. Not a lot of nature around, but then you appreciate and give more significance to what you have… a duck and the moon.

A duck bought from the market while doing the family shop imprinted on Leunig following him around everywhere, coming home from school he’d turn the corner and the duck would see him and come running. So he always got ducks after that considering them playful and good-humoured and innocent with those rounded beaks.

A formative misadventure at eight years, occurred while playing at the rubbish tip Leunig stepped up to his thighs in hot coals and wires – receiving horrible and incredibly painful burns with fear of gangrene and amputation – for five months he couldn’t walk and had long periods of feeling cut off from others and lost.

From paper boy to making sausages at butchers on Barkley St, Leunig didn’t do well at school, repeating his last year, and came to work in the meatworks himself. This was great thinking time and Leunig advocates manual work that keeps your hands moving and your mind free. He said: “Working in such places either toughens or sensitises you” and it sensitised Leunig… he became a humanist (is now nearly vegan) and finely honed his earthy working class sense of humour. Leunig was conscripted for the Vietnam war in 1965 – he was going to fight it, a conscientious objector, but was rejected regardless when found to be deaf in one ear.

In Curly Stories, Leunig talks about it “Being an advantage to grow up without art consciousness… nothing to aspire to but things to find and create”. Homeschooling his own four children would have allowed him to foster a similar environment for them believing “Natural ideas exist within children… their play should be “utterly free” and they must be allowed to be bored – they feel free to explore and discover and the world is new to them and there’s this sense of wonder” Leunig refers to childrens ability to ‘blank out’ looking at a teapot spout or light through a window being present to what is right in front of them, commenting: “The loss of that beauty is appalling… how do I address that as a communicator? How can I express what everyone is feeling?” The prophet expresses the grief of the people. The artist expresses what is repressed.

maxresdefaultWalking out of his 3rd year at Swinburne Film and Television School, it was 1969 when Leunig first began to work as a political cartoonist at Newsday, while the factories might have taught him to use humour – intellectual, witty, cynical – to deflect serious things, Leunig says “I was sung sentimental songs. Part of my first language. Fluent in that emotional language” His Grandma used to tell him: ‘All the world is bad, except for you and me, but even you’re a little strange.’ …perhaps this is where we meet The Creature… The Holy Fool– scribbled in the margins since school – amusing to his slightly hungover Editor, with a teapot on his head and riding a duck into the sunset, the image was put to print. Subhuman, primal, foetal, without gender. Leunig is somehow able to speak to our soul. To take small things and make them large, domestic things and make them sacred. For his own discipline he talks about the paradox of art theory – rules to follow, teachers to emulate >> how this stifles creativity. It’s about earning money, systematic success, built for efficiency, for velocity but you lose much, Leunig believes: “[You] cannot love or appreciate beauty at speed. How do you talk about it in ways that are unsuppressed and real? Might make a bridge with love, make a sandwich with love – it’s passed on to others. Love is what we go to bed thinking about.”the kiss by leunig

Since his first book in 1974, Leunig has produced 23 more – books of newspaper columns, poetry and prayer in addition to his prints, paintings and drawings. Leunig shares intimacy with us, personal and confessional – e.g. The Kiss. We are invited into the privacy of his love life, his soul searching… Leunig makes the private public. He takes the small dark fearful things and brings them out where we can look at them “crying with the angels for a world that is different – this is not fatalistic but hopeful”. Perhaps it is because he has offered his own soul first that we are willing to listen to him expound on many themes:

>> loneliness >> the 9 to 5 grind >> war >> sex >> consumption >> love >> god >> media >> religion >> politics

It was being asked to contribute a cartoon to a new paper in 1989, The Age, that Leunig started writing prayers to the horror of his friends… Rather than born-again Christian Leunig’s interpretation lay in the realm of John Keats’s “negative capability”, a word for the unsayable and profound in life. He wanted to say the words publicly as another way of addressing the problems of our time, of our society, of our psyche, of people’s personal suffering {1998} His friends reactions sort of egged Leunig on, wanting to see how much he could push believing that “until a man discovers his emotional life and his gentle, vulnerable side, until he gives it expression, he never will find his women or his soul, and until he does find his soul he will be tortured and depressed and miserable underneath a fair bit of bullshit”.

From Archbishops to Presidents, the Opera House, Australian Chamber Orchestra, National Theatre in London to clay figure animations for SBS and remote communities in northern and central Australia – Leunig has Gone Places and Done Things. Declared a national living treasure by the National Trust in 1999 and awarded honorary degrees by 3 universities for his unique contribution to Australian culture.

094The ‘war on terror’ following 9/11 was a watershed moment in Leunig’s cartooning work where, opposing the war and invasions of Afghanistan and Iraq, he was at odds with many editors, commentators and members of Australian society – there became less gentle and lyrical themes and he stopped drawing the whimsical characters Mr Curly and Vasco Pyjama as often although the duck and the moon have still faithfully remained. Adding curls arose out of Leunig’s desire to communicate that “What makes you feel so alone and strange is in fact normal. There’s a lot of curliness in life and you can have a homecoming – there is a place for you and for that aloneness, that eccentricity, and there’s a fulfilment of it eventually, it’s no longer the cause of your outcastness. So that’s the curl. It’s the curious, unique self and, if you find that, you find the connection to the whole world because the world is curious and unique and authentic at its best level.” You might say the war, not understanding how people can fight other people this way, has been a breach to Leunigs sense of connection to Australian society and thereby rest of the world.

These days, Michael Leunig has 3 small dogs but no ducks. He enjoys talking to strangers and going to bed at night. He is a devout nature lover and spends his time between the solitude of the bush in Northern Victoria and a home in Melbourne where he enjoys walking in the local park, morning coffee in the café, chamber music in the concert hall, and attending to work in his studio .

When asked: “What is the meaning of life?” Leunig replied: “For humans as for all the plants and creatures: know yourself, grow yourself, feel yourself, heal yourself, be yourself, express yourself”… “I want to be a voice of liberation”. Leunig speaks not only for the wealthy or the poor but both, not only those armed and those without weapons but both, not only the pretty people or only the ugly people but both – he enjoys this inconsistency and variety. As Barry Humphries says “through the vein of his compassion and humanity and his humour – illuminating many a darkling theme”

Like Jesus with his parables and questions – Leunig doesn’t present us with solutions or easy answers but an invitation. He sees his vocation as cracking what is stoic and cold in society – to make us feel anger, grief, joy, sadness… Leunig believes we have something to discover in the wrongness… “Live without ‘knowing’, in mystery. Find things. Unlearn. Get lost. Get primal, getinfantile. When you have lost all hope – start to play. You have nothing to lose. Stay with it and don’t take it too seriously…”

I hope maybe it awakens something in you.”

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the toast rack of reproach
balefully squats
on the coffee table
that’s really for
tea and hospitality
and other nice things
the crooked bend
of things to do
that Newton’s forces of physics
are required to move
external impetus
gives momentum
the toast is shared out –
refreshments flow.

 

Talitha Fraser

“We are so obsessed with doing that we have no time and imagination left for being.  As a result, men [people] are valued not for what they are but what they do or what they have – for their usefulness”

Thomas Merton

How is this expressed in the lives of people that you know? …in your own life?

What are common denominators?

If there is a correlation between time and imagination and being – what is gained?

Here are some definitions of imagination to reflect on (my underlining):

1.  the faculty of imagining, or of forming mental images or concepts of what is not actually present to the senses.
2.  the action or process of forming such images or concepts.
3.  the faculty of producing ideal creations consistent with reality, as in literature, as distinct from the power of creating illustrative or decorative imagery.
4.  the product of imagining; a conception or mental creation, often baseless or fanciful one.
5.  ability to face and resolve difficulties; resourcefulnessa job that requires imagination.
(Dictionary.com)
What are we?
Who are we beyond what we do and have?
How can we relate to others beyond what they do and have?

Communion @ FCOC

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I took myself to NGV International this week for quiet time to prep for communion – this is a photo from their 16th and 17th Century Art section.  All the images in the gallery to the left of the frame were images of the crucifixion of Jesus and all those to my right the birth… we’ve just had Easter (crucifixion) and now we’ve got the months before Christmas (birth).  It’s easy to think of Jesus at these times – the time he was born and the time he died (then rose) – those were miraculous events and out of my reach. I know there are people out there who just connect with church at the high holidays but this is what they miss… I can’t ‘be like Jesus’ in the sense of how he was born or died, this can make Jesus seem far away, but the life in between these events… telling stories, listening to others, going for walks, praying, holding kids, going fishing – these things are in our reach… Life we can live between these special sacred high holidays in ‘ordinary time’, this is when it’s easier to be near and be like Jesus.

Jesus is sitting eating the Passover meal with his friends – people who worked for the Roman Empire and rebels who worked to overthrow it… JB Were and the Occupy Movement, the rich with inherited investments and property portfolios and those of inter-generational poverty on Centrelink, Aboriginal and Torres Straight Islander peoples with colonisers… took the food they were eating in front of them and made it sacred. He took ‘ordinary time’ and made it sacred, imbuing it with ritual and meaning.

…something to think about next time you go fishing.

I give thanks

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in a cocoon of dappled sunlight

I am embraced between the roots

and the arms of this oak tree

here I find You

and know I am not alone

I am not unwanted

I am not without purpose

You make me daily

and I give thanks

for this daily bread

Talitha Fraser