Panel: Chi Vu, Amos Gebhardt, Candy Bowers, Lisa French
Writers are men, Directors are men. I realised ‘That’s where the influence is’. No one asked me to audition for those roles… I had to write my own where black characters are at the centre – not “other” or sidelined… sick of the male storyline, had it for 100 years, can we hear 100 years of women’s stories now?
Candy Bowers
Have to resist the ‘gaze’. Hollywood is the value-driver of who we are to love, to empathise with, who to victimise, who to villainise… there’s a distance from male/female to this non-conforming space. You can have a binary conversation about art-making. Alternative gaze: all women, women of colour, all oppressed by these stories… perspective as an artist is gender fluid.
Amos Gebhardt
I’m Vietnamese. I was born here but Vietnamese is my first language. I was thinking and dreaming in Vietnamese until I was 12. I’m bilingual, not two monolingual languages in one person.
Chi Vu
We know the tropes of the male gaze. Their product and process… set, thinking, psychology… very fast. That’s male. It would be great to see something more embodied, with more emotionality, given space.
Amos Gebhardt
Female gaze can be a starting point – not codifed though – but to open space for exploring other view points. Where there is a minor character we are invited to dislike, someone else liking them draws you closer to them… the audience member flips perspective. The “alternative gaze” is not a fixed gaze but fluid.
Chi Vu
Of those coming through NADA 90% are white.
How do we create beyond our colonisation?
We’re yet to see the fullness of what’s possible.
Candy Bowers
I know this movie was directed by a woman because my emotions are being prioritised over what’s getting done.
Lisa French
When we create new worlds we can create safety. [eg. sci-fi/fantasy]
Allows space to take greater aesthetic risk – culture, gender, etc…
Chi Vu
This is what success looks like: I’m the only black woman in the room. Wardrobe can’t do my hair and makeup. We need cultural safety and support. I need people expert in ‘me’ around me.
When it’s there… feel more free.
Candy Bowers
Language exists in a moment. Not forever.
Female and Asian… don’t always want that label.
Chi Vu
Feel held if filmmaker is listening.
Spiritual dimension and depth of characters on screen.
Amos Gebhardt
Fear and freedom. We’re all trying to get a gold star.
It’s a risk to try something new. In the end the final panel is 4 white men. Don’t want to have to try and impress them anymore.
Activism is built into the struggle.
Candy Bowers
There are different well-worn roads, the Hollywood Highway.
Going a different way there can be a small or no path.
It takes longer. There is no one around you.
If you’re lucky, you might meet someone else stumbling around,
then it might go faster. It takes courage to go off the path.
Chi Vu
The female gaze is the collection of all other gazes.
Lisa French